Its been a year already and i can’t believe i’m still in love with this guy. <3 :”> I love this guy to the fullest. He’s my bestfriend, my no. 1 enemy, my no. 1 Hater, my part time kuya, My baby, my lover, my future. :) Everyday gets better, and everyday we learn more about each other. I am glad that we’re actually helping each other out in this relationship. You know what makes me smile? The fact that we’ve been in this relationship for so long and the fact that even though we’re miles and miles away from each other, but he never stopped courting me and he never stopped making me smile. :) I am blessed to have him as my boyfriend, and I thank God for making me his one and only. I happen to be stone hearted a year ago and I think it is because i thought that i was apathetic enough not to be softened by any human being, I was wrong, honestly very wrong. The most unexpected person made me happy in every possible way and I couldn’t even contain it. I love him very much and I know that he loves me as much, After how many months of being together, I am more interested, I would like to know more and explore more. Love is full mysteries and I know I am capable and very much enthusiastic to learn. I never knew I’d ever feel this way ever, and for a year of being together, I am still in love with him, very much in love.
I know it is hard and sometimes frustrating how we are young and being miles away from each other. But someday we will be most likely indulged in everything that we hope and dream for. We have visioned our future together. We will get married, have kids, have a house, work, have money, and spend the rest of the years talking about how we passed through our youth, our crazy love story, how gay and conyo you are (Joke. :>) , how we met, how you asked me to be your girlfriend, to marry you, and all those things that are worthy to talk about. But now, we have to wait. We have to be patient and we have to stick to the rules. We have to be disciplined and responsible. We are assured that we will work things out, and we will of course work things out. With trust, believing and faith, with love and friendship, WE CAN DO THIS.
I LOVE the way you want to kiss me. You’ll stare at me and then smile and then just do it. It makes me melt. The way you hug me. The way you say “I love you” at most random times. Yes, do i have to elaborate on this? The way you call me “baby”, “Beb” gives me the assurance. The way you annoy me and then when i get mad you’ll be sorry. I love you more each day. I appreciate every single thing that makes up who you are. Your hugs and kisses makes me want just to hold you. You’re the one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I love you so much. <3 Sorry for being mataray and masungit, for dissing you when i am having Mood swings and when i’m PMS-ing, you know. I’m just a girl. :) You know that I love you right? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY! :) I CAN’T WAIT TO KISS, HUG, AND SEE YOU AGAIN. >:D<